I just felt damn loser right now. Nothing seems to be right. This blog is mainly for emo post. But am posting more emo post then posting anything that happened which were hapy moments.

All i can say is, my feelings are more and more deeper. Every outing, every laughter, every moment, just made me drown deeper into an ocean of emotional reaction.

I tried to stop thinking ot just give up the idea. But communtication just kept coming which i dun bear to not respond.

Help?

Even if he doesnt like me at all, am happy to just talk to him in such a manner.
am happy
thanks you

HAHAHAHAHZ WE ARE TALKING AS USUAL
I DUN THINK HE KNEW THAT I KNOW THE ANSWER LE.
HHAAHZ
HE SAY HE WILL LAUGH IN HIS HEART WHEN HES LAUGHING AT ME.
SWEET LEHX!!!

I SUDDENLY FELT AM ALIVE AGAIN!
<3

Ur in my mind the whole day today, thinking of how to let go of this emotion that am suffering from. Restless the whole monday. Its more worst then having monday blues. School didnt make sense today. Its going to get real busy this week.
<3

Went to one of my friend's place for dinner with her parents. And in my mind, i was thinking and thinking what kind of answer it would be. So i decided to ask one of my friend for help, asking her to add him in msn and asked for me the answer i long wanna know.

Finally, i got an answer which i wasnt expecting it to be answered in this way. An answer i hardly can accept.

Actually in hes mind, he still having that person who broke his heart in his mind. What can i say?
I never felt so right about someone before. Someone who i felt for, when ken is living in my world. I don't know how to react to such problems.

Goodnight~

i don't know what is wrong with me anymore. i miss him badly when i don't get a chance to see him. Even when we meet up, i felt glad that am right beside you. haizz am in love with you.

YOU treated me with care, sms me with so much caring. I don't know how u feel towards me and am utterly eager to know the answer as well. I wanna ask you a question but scare it back fire at me. I rather don't ask or say a single thing and remine as friends. In this way, i still get to ask you out and at least look at you.

haizz